My sweet Lucy is sick. And I know there are MANY others out there that have the stomach virus. Lucy likes to look at blogs (like Mommy, like daughter), so have been looking at a few over the last couple of days. It seemed like every blog we clicked on was talking about someone in their family having the stomach virus.
Kelly at Kelly's Korner was talking about how her little girl had it, and it made her think about all the Mamas out there who truly had sick children...children stricken with childhood illnesses/diseases, cancer, children who had been in accidents, etc. I thought about that a lot too yesterday and today as I just sat on the couch and held Lucy (who could resist her saying "hold you, Mama"). I prayed for her, and I prayed for all the sick little ones in the world, and I prayed for their Mamas. The laundry piled up, the phone went unanswered, my e-mail went unchecked, and the stack of dishes in the sick kept getting taller...but I was right where I needed to be...parked on the couch with my girl.

Thankfully, by this evening (after 48 hours of it), she has perked up a little bit. I'm not saying we're totally over it, but it does seem like she is definitely on the mend. If you question if I love this girl or not, the answer is in the fact that I gave her my prized Sonic diet coke with 2 shots of vanilla and no ice. I was savoring this drink since it has been a few days since I last had one...it was going to last me all evening. However, when Lucy climbed up on a stool at the kitchen counter and asked if she could have the rest of my drink...that she knew it would make her feel better, how could I say no?

I've been sort of anxious this week...anxious for Lucy to get better, anxious whether or not Macy will get it, anxious about the laundry piling up, anxious for some nice pretty weather...just anxious about a lot of things. Tonight, I pulled out my violin and just played my heart out for about an hour. While all the things that have been making me feel anxious are still staring me in the face, I feel better.

Much better.